d glamorous life of mine

Treasure those that stand by you ever since.

2010-01-02T02:43:00.002+08:00

I took some time off from my normal facebook, and check through my photobucket. Though I deleted the unpleasant photos of my past, I took a second glance at those beautiful time I had with my siblings, my cousins, my family and my few close friends. I still remember, whenever I want to write my bio, my first few names that came into my mind, will be those few friends that had always been with me, up and downs. I know, bio suppose to be about me, but it can't be completed without them, as they are like my family that bring me support in my social teenage life.

How I wish I can replay everything, those unforgettable memories in my head all over and not think about the future, worrying about my studies, and keeping my image well so poly people doesn't bitch any nonsense of me. I'm sure am tired of all the people trying to gain something from everything, that's what I can really see when I'm in a total new place, call polytechnic. Everyone is so different, I know I'm not suppose to judge people by the first look, but somehow, it is just the face expression of theirs that really scares me.

I prefer the young innocent faces I seen all around my secondary 1 life. So harmless, all faces just want to have fun and make a nuisance. Polytechnic reminds me of the bitchy worklife I have experienced. Bahh. I wanna get out of it.

Anyway, thanks to those beautiful people of my life. My family, and of course my friends.

Melissa, Meifang, Cherie, Samantha, Audrey, Siongmay, Shoshannah, Don, Andre, Kovyn.
You guys have always been so nice to me, and very truly.

goodbye 2009

2009-12-31T01:47:00.003+08:00

Every time i posted something my first few words that comes to mind will be, "been long since I posted". It's true, I've been neglecting blogger, cause of tumblr, twitter and facebook, not forgetting my zoo world. Getting cute animals are really interesting, I swear!

Sigh, but this post isn't just about my new addiction. It's about me being so stupid about feeling so lousy spending new year eve alone, and now causing two people to be unhappy with each other. I rather i hide my feelings and be unhappy, than creating conflict with two people. Sigh, I can sit at my balcony watching eclipse alone, drinking baileys. Why didn't I just agree with the mindset I have for myself? Why must I be greedy and feeling unfair all about spending new year eve alone?

I'm sorry. Sorry for the trouble I cause.

too much way complains

2009-11-30T22:57:00.004+08:00

Haven't beeeeen doing anything here. LAZYYYYYYYYYYY

But, beeen complaining. (: (Y)

You'll go and I'll be okay,
I can dream the rest away.
Its just a little touch of fate, it will be okay.
It sure takes its precious time, but it's got rights and so have I.

I turn my head up to the sky
I focus one thought at a time
I do not let the little thieves under my tightly buttoned sleeves
You couldn't be alone, the time I feel like I am walking blind
I have nowhere, I'll have time

There are no legible signs x2

I like the way that you talk,
I like the way that you walk.
It's hard to recreate such an individual game

You wait your turn in the queue,
You say your sorry's and thank you's.
I don't think you're ever
A hundred percent in the room
You're not in the room x2

Deepest, of the dark nights
here lies, the highest of highs
Neopolitan Dreams, stretching out to the sea

You wait your turn in the queue,
You say your sorry's and thank you's
I don't think you're ever
A hundred percent in the room
You're not in the room x2
(Neopolitian Dream by Lisa Mitchell)

Missing.

2009-10-25T00:23:00.002+08:00

I kinda miss my grandpa.
Every moment of silence.
It feels so awkward,
just sitting there alone in the morning.

I'm so sorry, I cant save you in time.
If only,..

Though little words are exchange.
Memories of you&us laughing,
will always be kept in within me.

I need a day off from earth.

2009-10-25T00:12:00.004+08:00

NEED A LIFE.COM

After hours helping out than running for nikerun. It sucks.
):

Enjoy webcaming.
Calls that allows you more closeness than ever.

Hate class.
Just me.

How I wish I can tell you that we should change sex.
I look like a guy
You look like a girl
It all match well
:D

&Can I go for halloween party? I wanna have fun. Can someone bring me oversea? I wanna explore the world. Can I not grow up? I dont wanna work my life off, and no fun.

18th is legal

2009-10-01T00:37:00.000+08:00

Yesterday = 18th Legal Birthday.
= 29SEPT09
=Surprises from the start till the end

THANKS SOHCHUNYANG, ALEX, KENGWEE, JIANBAO, BRENDA & JJ.
FOR THE VERY FIRST MOMENT I HIT 18. (:

SUPPER CLUB FOR SHOOT WITH MTV VJsss

Later on, another shoot at clarke quay central. This time no Kah Ho ): but JB appears from no where! :D

JB = Drinking.
So, we did, at highlander.

Spend the whole night @ my house, awaiting for nothing better to do, and then all went off, while I drag myself to YEP gathering. (drenched by then)

Never much expect.. ALL SIGN BDAY CARD FOR ME :D
AND ESPECIALLY THANKS TO SINHUNG, JJ, MEILINA! I LOVE YOU GUYS.
WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU GUYS MAN, for the another surprise!

I LOVE TEAM AUYONG TOOOOOO!

IMAH REALLY THE LUCKIEST GIRL ON EARTH! :D

&TODAY
though is not my actual birthday, but you gave me more than a surprise, on each day that i didnt expect from you. today was just good enough, &sorry for the bad temper, as I was really lethargic. (:

LOVE YOU BABY.

1ST(FIRST)- You&Chunyang, indeed surprise me with the "I go meet my brother" shit. Then pop out from the back with roses for me. (:
2ND(SECOND)- You took the opportunities of the time when I went down to collect cups for you guys, and did a stupid thing at my balcony.
3RD(THIRD)- YOU AND JJ, totally surprise me with the cake. I didnt expect you at that time, and you, just melted my heart.
&TODAY, the balloon that flew away. I know what you gonna say, even without it (:

THANKS.

♥♥the burns. it's creating fire.

2009-09-27T21:54:00.003+08:00

Finally like went to sentosa (: AFTER LIKE A MILLION GEEEEEEEEEEEZILLION YEARS

♥♥♥♥ (:

&WE GOT BURNT. till now (after two days) still quite painful, i don't want it to peel like banana skin, &i want the fabuloustan line! we bearly stay long under the sun, and we got burn.DAMMIT. It's so totally unfair. ):

&&&&&&, we got B&J icecream! (chunyang, alex, kengwee&i)

DAMN FREAKING NICE JUST FOR THE HOT KILLING WEATHER. while kahho&eileen were EARN-ing AI. HAHA. TMM TTM.

after that, those few idiots came. haha, that rody still looks like a drunkard, and daniel actually looks like irisgan! HAHAHA, JJ(shithead) looks like avatar, which is hilarious! LOL!

Gah, but i'm bored @@@@@@ HOME NOW! golllllllllddd. ):
I just went for lifesaving, then went gym for an hour, and sauna for 15mins. There is nothing else to do, other than working out. everyone IS SO FREAKING BUSYYYYYYY. & Clique, are you guys free for huda's OPEN HOUSE on 4thOCT? why nobody reply me. you guys suck luh. only ATQ, PHUA&ZOE replied.

&&&&&only ATQ can make it. WHERE IS LARRIS AND DIQ huh!?!?

GAHHHHHHHHH, it's making me losing my control. I dunnnnno wadddaaaai talking about at all now. ): cheeeeeesezx balllzxzxzx.

Picnic@Marina Barrage

2009-09-18T00:26:00.002+08:00

Oh well, a nice cooling weather just for the two of us. Thoughts of rain and thunder didn't exactly happened. Sheesh, guess I was wrong! (: I like the idea of saying 5 more mins while you watch the sky goes dark and the flyers light up.

Thanks :D

I hope someone laugh at all this photos, or maybe even notice it (:
You look so unbelievable adorable... ONLY THAT DAY! :P

Apology

2009-08-31T00:17:00.003+08:00

I'M SO SORRY SEAN.

I know I don't show you as much care compared to my ex(s).
I finally realize how bad it was.
I shouldn't have done all these.
I am trying.
I learn too much from those previous unwanted/avoidable relationship.

but, can you just dont give me so much attention to me? I just dont want to feel so much now, i'm now wanting my life my own way. I do what I want.

still, I will try.

How many to go on?

2009-08-30T00:40:00.002+08:00

I missed GL JOE. &I'm going on high in iron, fibre bread diet. &I'm going to spam water. Plus, my leg looks like crap, thanks bugs.

Fucker.

Sunday was your 21st, bin. (:

2009-08-17T23:36:00.002+08:00

I'm almost done with everything, just a few more shiat and i will be off to work and everything (:

WHAT TO DO:
- Prestige Logo
- Prestige Website
- Np Shirt Design
- FIX HARD DRIVE
- Design LIFESAVING shirt
- Adin's bday present
- send back to IZU

&Sunday was Bin 21st's birthday (: Secretly I think he getting more goodlooking eh!

Gah, my parents are like so not sweet luh. Look at my aunties and uncles. Cheeseballs. ): Anyway, my cousin got smashed by cream, I bet he's going back army with pimples all around him! HEHEHEHE.

My brother&I went to send my sister back to her hostel, golly. I don't know why, but it seems all so weird like her having another room&next door is not my room. Either way, someday I will crash her hall, and sleep in her room (: Awesome!

Shooting in a few hours, baby (:

2009-08-13T17:32:00.002+08:00

MY SHOOTING IS IN A FEW HOURS TIME.

Zoe and Larris is quarreling beside me.

Now Diq, Li and Euminl beside me, they making fun of Zoe.

It's really hilarious. And Adin just screwed them out.

Now, Euminl is filming me, showing on FB soon, to Andrew. I'm dead.

AND YEAH :D HAHAHAHAHAH

National day 09

2009-08-11T23:59:00.002+08:00

I swear i'm starting to hate my house connection, i do rather camp in school than going home now. Freaking wanna swear and curse this shiat out man, cheebye. ): Anyway national day was great with fireworks and illegal drinking (: which made me got a freaking bad hangover and also something call no allowance for one week! damn.

I'm lazy to take more pictures, hence, I can only say, I like this.
FLYER SIOOL :D

Sean looks really like a KID here (: SO I MUST POST IT TO SAY HE IS MORE KID THAN ME.
I AINT A KID. MOTHER FFFFKER

When drinking with the Ece people at kengwee's house, god damn, that's the freaking first time I got drunk. &&&&&&& I totally cant rmbr after I fooled with Rod and before I puke. WTF, and I thought I did something stupid, like knock myself on the wall or something, I woke up with a bad headache and full of bodyaches. WTHHHELL MAN.

Anyway, people this is Rod, my emo100% friend.

I ffff-ing look damn unglam while drinking. ):
Now ima sad ffff cheesebalzx

KITTY KAT

2009-08-09T01:13:00.003+08:00

I found something really weally ADORABLLLLLLEEE today :D

It made me feel all so better waiting under the hot hazzzy wazzzzy bad sun ):

I finally got back to like involve in the outside production. It's so cool I swear, but I think I'm way too busy and unorganized to like really help them up ): I feel so bad. Anyway I will be attending to the cast instead, so yeah (:

That's Sunny and Clement in their costumes, looks like cosplay to me O.O

&I swear this is rather charming man (:

Anyway, I tried to study, but I keep drifting away from my thoughts. Sigh ):

Went out to have dinner with my mom&siblings at plaza sing's Thai Express, CHEESE, I SWEAR IMA HUNGRY MONSTER. I kept eating my food and just dont bother about everything.

&STUPID SISTER, spend so much time at daiso to get her stuff for the starting of UNI that I totally didnt go dorothy perkins, cause it's freaking closed! &is the first time my mom allows me to shop. cheeeeese ): I hate it.
Anyway I got to look around the new facilities at the club with my mom&siblings. I swear I'm gonna bring my friends for a drink on my bday man (: finally 18th! &&&&&&&&&

I SAW THE BOY WHO ASKED MY NUMBER YESTERDAY, freaking KID. I'm LIKE 18th aye! NOT SOME SEC SCH KID. ):

Do I even look like a kid? ): Ima grown up man ):
Do I look like a SEC SCH KID? ):
DO I?!

FALL RIGHT ON ME.

2009-08-04T00:15:00.003+08:00

ECE AGM EMCEES AGAIN SIOL :D
I LOOOK EXTREMELY NICE! &
LOGA STILL LOOKS LIKE A GIRL!!!

;Fallen again, & I must admit defeat.
I like you, but I ain't gonna do anything.
Shall let nature take its way. C:

I can't believe I did a personality quiz.

2009-07-26T01:32:00.001+08:00

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

It's been great.

2009-07-26T00:36:00.002+08:00

the very last moment with you (:

i ♥ shoshannah angela ascione

And while waiting for shoshannah magic call, siongmay, siongwei and i actually got a little crazy with the airport trolley, I totally got no idea why, but siongmay was high on sugar, while I just wanna have fun after like a heavy stone of project drop down from my shoulder (:

I look like a total retard, >with shuffle on my head. (:

Ohwell, no matter what. Though you are far, but I dont know why, it feels like you are so close to me, in my heart (:

just like you guys..

go out soon aye! :D

JJ is forever my closest SHIAT, other than those i poop out from toilet :D

&JB (: you JON JACOB really makes my day. ALOT :D

HA, JOSIAH LEE. you such a tranny,
& YOU ACTUALLY LOOK LIKE A SUNSHINE BOY HERE :D

& YEAH LAST but not least (:
whatever we gone through before, we let it go and start a fresh aye. &i'm happy you as a friend, is always there for me. &sorry for the slapping, I was a little crazy (:

THANKS FOR EVERYTHING ;D

----------------
Now playing: Jason Mraz - You And I Both

Question&Answer

2009-07-19T19:10:00.002+08:00

This is so retarded, I swear. &Yeah, I'm here to distress, like seriously. I don't know who to trust anymore. None of them give me the whole assurance of doing apart in project. I would love it, if they do it asap. So that I can totally rest in peace, like sleep well and all.

But I'm rather happy that I've been spending time with my love ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ one.

This is all on friday, straight after a million things of shiat in school. But guess what, after meeting my girlfriends, I'm all fine than ever. Better than all the things in school. I feel so carefree and nothing to worry about. Being outta school I SWEAR, it's like a million better than anything in life. Additional that May&Sho are there for me, it's like 200% better than anything. ;D We did pedicure at far east, and it feels so good, really good. I chose yellow, till now, doesn't really know whether is nice on me, but I think it's nice eh. :D Hahaha, I just afraid of judgement man. Smay came over to my house to stay over after that, &I was back to my fucking bad mood again. I hate work.

&on saturday.

WildWildWSSSS!

We had a blast. Ular Lah, Slide Up, The bucket with water, The tsunami, The Shiok River & singing and dancing to music. I bet all the lifeguards and helpers all recognise us man. But all the fun somehow made us late for dinner with Smay's parents and SiongWei&Tanya. In the end, we had BK instead.

And I love BBQ sauce :D

We did alot stupid and retarded stuff at ECP. We had so much fun man :D

We point everywhere ;D

SCARY FACE FOR YOU MAN. GAH

SHO KISS ME WHILE SMAY LISTEN ME

I LOOK LIKE A KID WHILE SHO SEDUCING THE DRAGON ):

I think we were high on drugs x.x

WAKA WAKA

THIS IS SOSOSOSOSOSOSO UNGLAM :X

After all the crazy night at ECP. Siongmay's mum gave us some money to cab home. CAUSE WE ARE ALL BROKE like ZEROOOOO CENT LEFT. Instead of cabbing straight home, we cab to harbourfront, for me to weewee. :D HAHAHA, no luh, we dont dare to spend so much. (: So take public transport, the best (:

Hidden Ninja! Zah

We can be happy, can't you see o.o

I LOVE THIS THE MOST, check our nostrils!

aye aye aye.

TONGUE-IEEEEEE :D ROCK ON

I ACTUALLY LIKE THIS SHOT :P

Okay. Now weekend is about to end. &I'm stuck. I don't know why, I don't wanna get back to my hectic life of rushing through projects and presentations and everything. I so wanna be carefree. I don't like being in polytechnic. Though is much more happening, and I got more friends. But it is not as.. I dont know. I just prefer secondary school. I can totally throw my 100% trust to them, as in my bestfriends in secondary sch. We do all the cool things together. Things that I like, that I enjoy. I don't know. I don't wish to compare, but Im suffocating now. With everything in life now. I don't know. I'm pressurized, by alot of shiat. I mean, I thought life suppose to be fun and enjoyable, and do whatever you like. But people are judging, commenting, and even assuming for who i am. They must know me before giving a fake comments about me. I don't know.

I really don't know. I need an answer.

I feel like an INDIAN.

2009-07-11T22:20:00.012+08:00

I totally feel like an Indian, after like ..
Plain Prata, Egg Prata, Cheese Prata, Prata Boom, Naan, Chicken Roti John and Chicken Murtabak. Shared with Smay&Sho, ohgolly, is like im poison with Indian food all of a sudden, but it tasted all so well (:

Ohyeah, out with my SSS is so awesomely good. (: I feel great eh. And, picnic at botanic garden is really nice eh, with the nice breeze and light drizzle falls on you. It's like we can like sit on the grass but instead we move in to shelter after it gone a lil heavier, but after like one min, it went back to oh so sunshine day. Should totally listen to Sho man, just wait for a min.

We watched like "PS: I Love You" and it's really great, it's so funny. &We camwhore with photobooth, it's so hilarious and entertaining. &they did some stuff to my hair, &im not suppose to take it off until wednesday, which means I'm gonna be on it for schools and schools. Ohgolly...

THIS IS SO FUNNNNNNNNNNNY, I SWEARRRRR!

After that, we went like fareast, and I saw albert azmi (: my actor for "Reaping The Writer" gah, he didnt change abit (: &at fareast, I think Im seriously SO INTO SHOPPING, I bought this cookie monster tee with smay, and also like one dress, one tights, one tee. BUT IT TOTALLY costs only 59bucks! FREAKING 59 BUCKS. It's like, ohmygod GSS FTW MAN.

After that, went to my house for a swim, we didnt really swim but just talk. &then dinner at prata RK house, it's really tasty, but we freaking ate like a dinosaur. When back home and Sho was like so into music, that every min there's some weird music stuck in her head, and she will sing it.

Like this really cute song. (: She just go on and go on and go on and go on and go on and go on........ NEVER ENDING.
But my day was good. REALLY FUN, I LIKE THE PART WHERE WE RAN IN THE RAIN AND DOGS START BARKING AT US, AND I SAY THANKS AND RAPE MY DOG :D

M BORED

2009-07-07T11:12:00.003+08:00

Audio Post Production ended earlier than before again.
10-1030, it's really awesome cause I can do my editing, but sadly Josephine is using now, ohman ): but I guess it's okay aye, anyway I can predict, I'm so going to be very the busy. &I'm looking at the time with Sho, NPSU subcom, projects and everything, I'm not going to include Track in. Gahhhhh

Anyway, Meifang finally uploaded the photos from last week :D

I miss spending time with my loves.

I'm at my NLE working station, doing nothing ):

I smell it.

2009-06-30T21:40:00.002+08:00

SUSHI IS COMING BACK (:
IN A FEW MORE DAYS.

YES.

&GOD DAMN IT. FLU FOR LIKE FOREVER. IT'S KILLING ME. SPOILS MY SHOPPING PLAN&EVERYTHING.

But I went swimming when i reached home. (: So it isn't that bad being home early and all. At least I can sit down and think. Clear my stuff in my laptop, and change alot more. I guess being home early aint that bad, should make it as a habit, if possible.

Somehow I'm very attach to my phone. I keep playing with it. AND SOMEHOW I MANAGE TO TAKE A PHOTO OF PHUA YESTERDAY, really funny aye :D Phua was performing at the underpass yesterday for some SPCA thingy, and we went over to support him. Damn, I so miss the fun we had long time ago. If only we were all not so committed in whatever our interest in, and stays on the fun ):

Anyway, MY PHONE IS LIKE MY BABY. Wifi Wifi, Ebuddy is everything. &I new found a Ebuddy, ADAM. Haha, he is also using Ebuddy with his Iphone. Tsk, IPHONE USER. MINE IS BETTER :P Ebuddy with phone is fun.(: 24/7 on phone not SMS-ing, but Wifi aye! I think I'm going looney eh.

Gah, shall sleep early tonight. Tomorrow another day of 9am. (: but a short one, I WILL BE GOING OUT EARLY WITH DON MAN :D YEAH SHOPPING!

&MY NOSE IS KILLING ME. IS LIKE A ON OFF WATER TAP.

HELL YEAH MISSING USUALZX

im sure, i want it turn it back to zero.

2009-06-28T23:41:00.002+08:00

Gah, this time round, it really made me wanna turn it to zero. Just nothing but friends. I'm really sorry.

I've got a mega huge annoying flu. I went bukit batok nature reserve, wanted to call JJ&Chunyang since I'm really near school, but realise, my flu will spread to them ): gah, cause I miss them. Dam, and I told myself several times not to spend money, and I got a sandal, a necklace and a bag, for 33bucks in total at titan flea.

How am I gonna get my high waisted pants like this!

&Steamboat at night so not helping, now I can't even sleep. Golly, and tuesday, from going out with Smay, now it turns to Ryan. Is like a last minute changes, so yeah, Smay, pleas please please make yourself free, or not the ThickSkinned Ryan will be my next accompany forever!
GAHHHHHHHHH!!!!

;& sepia ftw

This is serious shit

2009-06-25T22:39:00.005+08:00

Ryan and I make a deal to post some shit, so HERE I GO!

SP MARINA BARRAGE.

I JUST LIKE THE PICTURES WE TOOK :P

& our tower stood up for the longest time, can even withstand the wind ok!
sadly we kinda lost, cause we waited for my brother to finish his station, which made us somehow the last :P

& recently im back from
ECE CAMP!

&check out my camwhore buddies :D

I did nothing much in camp as I was the photographer, so just simply shoot a little here and there and made a collage out of the videos and photos. :D
quite satisfied with it, just that I didnt know all the unglams shots will make josiah a little piss, cause in the collage, i kinda display daniel and josiah sleeping photos. GAH, ALL CHUNYANG'S FAULT FOR GIVING ME ALL THE IDEAS!

I'm sorry Josiah!

But... um, thanks CHUNYANG for staying up with me all the way through, and also helping to give all sort of ideas :D THANKS!

see, im hardworking enough ok! :D I skip bbq just for photos... (not really!)

AND
TODAY!

I went out with Ryan, after my 17Hours of sleep.

&for you information, RYAN PangSeh ME TWO TIMES IN TWO WEEKS1
He made me not able to watch my "drag me to hell"
&even commented, "I heard people say it's nice"

He felt so guilty that he keep changing subjects saying I never used my brain. He even conclude that I'm Megan Fox's Brother, and I'm just like her, TRANNY.
RYAN is so freaking talkative, that he made me unable to concentrate on my studies in starbucks, he keeps ASSUMING that he's so cute that the radio is broadcasting it to the whole world for him.

Also, he thinks I can't get unglam photos of him, but guess what! I can :D
You shall wait, RYAN CHRISTOPHER O. RUIZ. You're in deep shit, I just cant wait for harry potter. This time round, you die.

&& Why are we walking aimlessly in town?
But it's okay, at least you show your true colour, you sweat and i perspire.
cause only pig sweat.
HAHAHHAA.

&stop flattering yourself, no use Ryan, NO USE! cause Im so much cuter than you, WAIT WAIT, you are not even CUTE LO! HAHAHAHHAa, & DRINK SOME WATER LUH, "SMOKER-WANNABE"

or not i won't be surprise that you cough yourself to die. DRINK IT UP BOY!

CHALLENGERS 09

2009-06-20T18:59:00.003+08:00

IM BACK IM BACK LIKE FEW DAYS AGO. BACK FROM CHALLENGERS 09, & GROUP TWO IS TOTALLY THE SEX :D MY SUB GRP 2.2, though sometimes likes to run away and in search of their friends, but they are really sweet and nice. There's DaoXiang(DX), Wawa, Janson, Jacob, Nasir, ZhengKai.

DX IS LIKE MY TRACK FRESHIE, AND NASIR IS LIKE MY SECONDARY JUNIORS, AINT THAT A SMALL WORLD :D *BEAMS* SO IM PARTIALLY LUCKY, but JACOB YOU BIG PANGSEH KIA, PS PS PS ME WITH THE KIDS. SO GONNA KILL YOU! ZAHHHHHHHH

I stay as who i'm.
Being myself, is like flying like a free bird. No control, no nothing. :D

AWESOME :D

2009-06-14T23:37:00.001+08:00

BYE! IM OFF FOR CAMP!

15-17TH JUNE 09

SO GOING TO MISS MY ROOM&EVERYTHING
BYE MAC, BYE CAMERA BYE PIKACHU ):

2009-06-08T11:29:00.003+08:00

I use twitter, I use Tumblr, I use Wordpress.

I guess it's alright right? I dont need one place just to post how I feel (:

At least I'm not hogging to livejournal yet.

I wanna I wanna go find someone, somehow some NOW.

I can't stand not doing anything&just keeps on typing nonsensical stuff to myself.
I don't even talk on meebo.

I don't know.
/♥/
just slash it.

Jumbo Wumbo (:

2009-06-06T22:01:00.006+08:00

Stayed home the whole day of today. Look through photos&even sleep more than I usually do. It's realy comfortable, but the after effect, just doesn't seems right. Really giddy the whole time, was making a nuisance while having dinner with my relatives at jumbo. You should see me laugh like some drunkard woman, but I DIDNT DRINK AT ALL MAN. HAHHAA.

My cousin is DAMN FREAKING QUIET, both she and her sister. I just can't stand it.

She just look so stone all the way through, gah, it's horrible, the whole time I'm really laughing out loud cause the way they respond to questions from my dad and Weisheng, is like just that stone little face.

Though my dad can be annoying, but it's really funny when it comes to this. :D

IM SO TIREDDDDDDDDDDDD

When chompchomp with JJ Sinhung Loga Dionel & my sister, after see-ing two indian guy walking at the street to my house.

Yixin:"Aye take note eh, maybe Loga&Dionel around"
....
JJ:"I think that's Loga, I think I saw his bag"

CONCLUSION.
AT NIGHT CAN ONLY RECOGNIZE HIS BAG, NOT HIM!

Okay, Im bored. Tomorrow 530 needa wake up and snatch the toilet from 4gross guys. Gahhhhhhhhhhh, and I needa sleep, I'm so freaking tired to the maxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzzz.

Markers&Papers

2009-06-05T21:32:00.007+08:00

Drawn out, but yet not filled.
&It's still rushing up my bloody body, I can't help it.

Friday friday friday. I didn't sleep well at all, wonder why, why why why why. Met Sean at HougangInt at 640, &guess what! REACHED EARLIER THAN HIM, AND OF COURSE I WOKE MYSELF UP EH. The damn annoying shuttle bus, is hellishly freezing, can't even get a nap, & the trip was like only 20mins. NOT ONLY THAT, sitting next to some random guy beside me, not going to help me in sleeping either.

Loga totally forgotten our breakfast date ):
Stayed at ECE booth for the past few hours till 12pm, and went for lunch at mac again. LIKE SERIOUSLY! I THINK THE ECE EXCO ALL LIKE MAC! GAH, SO UNHEALTHY!

SEAN, NEXT TIME WE EAT VEG LUH. THEN WE GO SWIM AND SWIM AND RUN, so slim down together, bring my dogs out too (: OHWAIT, you're my puppy wuppy aye!

:D &Golly, been spending like a million ka zillion days with the ECE exco already, I bet must be the ECE camp vibe in me already, &I'm officially not going bintan. I'm sorry ):

Don't try this at home :D

If it kills me.

2009-06-04T00:23:00.002+08:00

Hello, tell me you know
Yeah, you figured me out
Something gave it away
It would be such a beautiful moment
To see the look on your face
To know that I know that you know now

And baby that’s a case of my wishful thinking
You know nothing
Well, you and I
Why, we go carrying on for hours on end
We get along much better
Than you and your boyfriend

Well all I really wanna do is love you
A kind much closer than friends use
But I still can’t say it after all we’ve been through
And all I really want from you is to feel me
As the feeling inside keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me
If it kills me

How long, can I go on like this,
Wishing to kiss you,
Before I rightly explode?
Well, this double life I lead isn’t healthy for me
In fact it makes me nervous
If I get caught I could be risking it all

'Cause maybe there’s a lot that I miss
In case I’m wrong

All I really wanna do is love you
A kind much closer than friends use
I still can’t say it after all we’ve been through
And all I really want from you is to feel me
As the feeling inside keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me
If it kills me
If it kills me

If I should be so bold
I’d ask you to hold my heart in your hand
I'd tell you from the start how I’ve longed to be your man
But I never said a word
I guess I’m gonna miss my chance again

Well all I really wanna do is love you
A kind much closer than friends use
I still can’t say it after all we’ve been through
And all I really want from you is to feel me
As the feeling inside keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me
If it kills me
If it kills me
I think it might kill me

And all I really want to do is feel you
Yeah, the feeling inside keeps building
I'll find a way to you if it kills me
If it kills me
It might kill me

; GAH, i think i think.. (:

you should see me smile like this :D

2009-06-02T22:10:00.001+08:00

I'm seriously getting happier&happier.

&you know why? I'm done with most of the projects,&ready for challengers&EceCamp&BintanTrip.
I'm planning a stayover @ my house for anyone I ♥.

I did my nails on friday with my girlfriends. I seriously thought I will totally lost contact with them, even though we are in the same school, but guess what, the ♥ goes on for life :D

&I got the sudden involvement in ECE when I'm in FMS. :D hanging out with Sean, John, Alex were really fun, we watched Night At The Museum II, &sneaked into Terminator for free. Gah, it was Alex's 18th&he wanna go wild. :D

My little puppy wuppy/sister :D

I swear this is so gay, ALEX you die again.

Gah, &helpout at sundown wasnt that great. But I somehow, get to know my freshie more, like DX&Aaron.

Adidas Sundown was crazy, the mess, the water, giving me more than headache.

That's my sister :D

Gregory Glass, fluffy cotton candy hair.

And I've to say. (: though, doing projects&trying to survive the days of struggle might be tough, but I'm glad I cross it through. With all the previously mentally challenge nonsensical problems, and the workload, I'm glad I kick it off for now. &I always have to thank my dear ♥♥♥♥♥♥ friends for everything. Keeping me pumping up, and busy, so as to keep myself alive to strive for tomorrow.

&Speaking about tomorrow, needa meet SEAN at 730am at hougang INT. DEATH, wish me luck.

Au Revoir
♥♥♥♥♥♥
SuperNiceGirl

It's just kept going up (:

2009-05-27T22:27:00.003+08:00

I guess I'm quite smiley today :D I've been smiling and laughing and making all jokes.

But I skipped track, cause no motivation. Need to destress, tomorrow a hardcore day of shooting outside!

Went to look for the ECE exco people. John, Sean, Alex, Haiqel were there. Aiya, Im just super super extra I swear, sitting there checking mails and talking crap. Can't even talk, cause Ece meeting for some camp, then no rights. &I wanna go ECE camp like seriously! ): But I am going oversea eh! Ughhh

SEAN POSING SIAAAAL

AND ALEX you freaking UNGLAM TO THE MAXXXX :D

And KahHo join us for swensen's later on :D
& we laughed like crazy over jokes and his gross-ness with all the choco ice cream!

HAHAHHAHA

okay, RYAN, here is your name :D HEHEHE

(: I'm satisfied, somehow.

2009-05-26T22:34:00.002+08:00

I love my henna. I love my nails.

Anyway, after Hsien's 15mins or less of consultation, nothing much related to Audio anymore. Tried to complete rough cut, but still at least finish assembly. :D

&Thanks to saving private RYAN :D I know at least I got chance to go for Challengers still :D

After that, had lunch with Josiah, Sean, Daniel, Eileen, KahHo, WenJun, John and KokYi at Mac. And I'm totally surrounded by Ece people that I actually got nothing to say, except " I WANT TO GO FOR CAMP " it was really damn retarded luh.

I went traveling, like around spore to try to shoot for Cam&Light, but nothing works, thanks to "sleepy" weather. From Esplanade, to City Hall, to Fort Canning then back home. Went back to school to meet JunJie (XueDi) &he freaking shoooot thousand of photos of me. WTHHHHHHHH, unglam somemore.

BUT i found something

It's more than interesting!
Daniel ugly hair!

When for NPSU subcom briefing, all thanks to RYAN.
&went off to DanceSports with Val.

tension, is what i get.

2009-05-25T21:31:00.003+08:00

It's so hard for everything to maintain in whole.
Getting this right, and that right.
Repairing every little broken pieces.

Overloading is no where to go.
I feel that, there's a need to run away.
I want to fly to somewhere, somewhere I can forget everything.

Why am I so moodless?
But no reply.
I need a break. I need my holiday.

I'm a lousy "everything-have-to-say" kind of person.
All I have to say.
Is that, being a crew is fun, but tiring.
Astro camp is really awesome, when most of your friends are there.

Thanks JoJo, for letting me bully you around (:
Thanks Brenda, for sharing your sleeping bag
Thanks Loga, for reminding me that Cam&Light is still not done.
Thanks ChunYang, for hitting my head, so hard, that I think it hurts till now.

Okay, I shall paint my nails.

MINDCAFE round2

2009-05-20T01:29:00.004+08:00

I just feel like blogging, as SERIOUSLY! I CANT HELP IT.

Rah, I got so many shit to do! &I'm getting irritated. Especially when I'm using FCP to edit the podcast, cause I'm adding on videos. RAH!.

Tried to do it after school with Sean&Josiah, but in the end, I got tricked in some card trick.

& say hi to jojo my paper bag friend

Went to take some shots for cam&light with Don, and SECOND ROUND of MINDCAFE :D

It was all so fun, and LOOK! :D

;THANKS DON NEO KEE "XIAO"

Loft Loft Loft Loft. Awesome

2009-05-18T00:12:00.006+08:00

LOFT IS LIKE PART OF MY SECOND HOME ALREADY.

After the hosting for Souls Of Entertainment (14may), stayed over there with EngTeck, Loga & Chunyang. It's really awesome, as the next day we just go to school to do whatever we want, like study the whole day. And ChunYang can even dilly dally go to school. (:

(15may) Went for Edmund's birthday party, and got a little tipsy after a few mixes done by Hyona Fiona. Ass, I swear, I will kill her. Hahaha. And, after that, Fifi, Dionel and Loga stayed over at my house, to do projects and to watch my dogs hump each other. Hahaha.

(16may) Wanted to surprise Fifi for her birthday. &We made alot of thingy thingy for her, it was really funny aye. :D

MengLi Fifi Curry Puff

True FMS

And stayed and rot at loft for hours, that, I decided to stay at LOFT again.. As, JJ, Josiah, Sean, Daniel & KahHo were at the camp too, so the whole night, I just stayed and stared at my screen while talking to Sean&John the whole night/day through.

Jojo with green eyes O.O

And this is some act cute pose of Sean.

Ohman, he looks damn stress luh!

Still sleeeping away.

I find John looks damn funny here :P

JJ the lazy and glutton.

It was really, well, fun :D I really enjoy like every moment of yesterday really really much. AND THANKS SEAN TAN, JOHN FOR ACCOMPANYING ME THE WHOLE NIGHT THROUGH. THANKS :D HEHE.

I like to pout, for no reason.

Watch jojo emo self

(17may) Went home straight after they booked out of LOFT, cab home and slept for 4hours until chunyang msg me. Ughhh, was 1pm by then, and it was horrible! No time at all to do Cam&Lighting. Damn. Didn't really help much at the astro camp meetup.. cause I was seriously into taking my coke coki cola cans, justaposition of new and old kind of shit. Sorry Mannan..

Anyway...

Naming each dummies as one of the many people who came, are rather funny!
Hahaha.

And I saw a plastic garbage dog that looks like ChunYang. HAaHAHAHA.

After that, went to LittleIndia with Brenda and Loga.

And then PlazaSing, and I realise I havent even studied finish for my NLE quiz later on. Ugh, and I feel like sleeeping.. NOW! WAHHHHH....

precious little moments of our past and now :D

2009-05-13T00:45:00.005+08:00

I know I didn't spend as much time with you guys. But the laughter you gave me today, was really me, the real me. I was seriously having hell loadsa fun. :D

But I'm really sorry, when problems are just too heavy, sometimes, I'm rather weird. I might have change a little, but I will still love you guys as much or maybe even more.

The 6 girls and 3 boys. :D 2:1

Ohman, I really had lotsa fun at MadJack and MindCafe. (: Though MadJack doens't really taste that well, compared to the bukit timah one, and MindCafe was rather expensive. The Taboo, FaceExpressionist, and TomatoPepperCaliflowerLettuce games were all really fun :D and I really do wish that Meifang, Melissa&Cherie can join us today.

Ohya, though I might seen really busy and not caring about you guys, but I do care. Cherie, so please, do share. I will always be there for you no matter what.

I'll always stand by you guys.

Still.. i really hope, every single of my other friends are happy with each other. (: And for me, i guess, I just have to try to live it through, get straight of what is really my priority in my life. Do it, and don't wander my minds off.

I don't wanna say it, but yes, i still ..
but trying hard not too.
I'm sorry.

Wishful thinking of mine.

2009-05-09T01:58:00.002+08:00

How I wish.. at times.

I need to release it, but yet no guts. Mentally going nuts. I swear.

Tomorrow will be just another day, I need to try try try to concentrate. Distractions are just so annoying. How I wish, nothing sort of this things happened, at all. I wish I was in some other people's kind of problems, than in my sort.

&Sharing is always good, but yet it brings it out, and screws the mood.
How I wish, I can just don't bother.

Crash&Burn

2009-05-08T01:19:00.002+08:00

Look Look Look, the amount of movies I am suppose to watch in just less than a week. How annoying is that?

I'm staring at my room, from my table, to my bed and at last to my side of my bed. This are all the places I've been changing to accommodate the amount of space I need to work, with you(fucking assignments). Why didn't I start even earlier?

So many things troubling me.

Even my body isn't working healthily enough for me to work this through. Having late night fever, sweaty palms in the night. It's always when I'm trying my best to do my assignments. But I am glad that I have finish the stupid Audio Track Sheet. Now all I need to do is, watch those movies and read up on whatsoever I need to.

I shall not complain, I totally rip wrongly for Pépé le Moko. Fucked up.

;help, i'm crying deep in.

i have always ...

2009-04-23T01:17:00.002+08:00

I sudden got the urge to just spell it out.

Whatever it is.
I have always love all my friends, just like my precious gems.

Oh man. I'm so retarded, random, ridiculous, rubbish.
Forget it.

- I just miss everything. <3

feeling insecure.

2009-04-22T22:30:00.003+08:00

Back to school.

I need to start on the podcast.
I need to start figuring out what is what.

working hard. how?

Let the hair loose, and let the imagination flows.

Today was just busy. Busy busy busy like lil red ants, rushing to finish film history, rushing to buy food, rushing to finish food, rushing for more exciting part of non-linear editing, rushing to meet people, rushing to library, rushing to convention center, rushing to go home.

But, I walked home from chuan.

I need to find a way to rip "The Red Balloon" and "Love me or Love me not".

Sigh. Anyway, still.

one word, insecure.

Semester number 2.2 :D

2009-04-21T00:06:00.004+08:00

I kinda enjoy the whole of day one in school, cause I'm glad tommorrow I've got no school. But I miss Hsien Yong ):

Dress up with Loga and Adin, and I know we are really R for Retarded, but it's really cool to have crazy friends around you. Cca Fiesta was really boring compared to last year, I swear! At least there's people skating and doing something fun all around, this year is just so dead. I'm happy that I'm not going back there. But wait, at least there's candy floss :D

We've got camera&lighting, audiopost, film history and non-linear editing lectures :D and guess what! I'm doing a Wiki thingy thingy with Loga :D awesome-ness. Doing some movie call "Alphaville" which is like some really old french movie. OHNO!

And this is Adin=Retarded :D

No Idea why i'm feeling all sooooooooooooooo brain-less! I cant think man! ): Normally when I blog, I got like a thousand things to say, but today. It's just nothing, now I know why I dont blog regularly.

But today IS REALLY HAPPENING, just that. nothing. Apppple juice with aloe vera just give me the "hmmmmm hmmm".

I LOOK SKIIINNNY HERER :D

Adin loooook like fishcake, ZOE HE LOOK LIKE YOU!

Do you do you?

2009-04-17T23:39:00.003+08:00

Okay, yesterday was really hectic. ): Induction day for fms at early 8am. I was late as usual, since i'm a true FMS student afterall. Induction was tiring, doing all the "backstage" thingy thingy while the little kids of yearone enjoy the aircon and maybe some boring talks. Aiya, but I had fun. ;D

After everything I did in school, all the sigh-ing, laughing, talking, bitching. I headed out to town to look for my FD, they went off first as I wanted to spend more times with my usuals :D We did nothing much though, as not watching movie, so we played Indian Poker and also camwhore alot :D Hahaha. PHOTOBOOTH FTW.

I swear Iskander is freaking CUTE :D

Sadly, I have to rush to Meifang's BBQ, and I feel bad that I squash every little time I have for everyone on the same day. I should have use my Ical regularly, if I have, nothing of this sort will ever happen man ): But, somehow, everywhere I go, I did have fun. As long as, I find ways to have fun, I know somehow I will make my way through to enjoy my day.

Don camwhore, Don wears bra
DON IS A GIRL.
CONFIRM WITH CHOP WITH GUARANTEE!

And, again! I left my 6ofus&3musketeers again ): For FMSFOC house party at goldkist beach resort, I know, it's not that fun, but I somehow still enjoyed my time there, the laughter of the drunkards amused me, and the time spend with your close classmates, and maybe some random freshies and GLs were actually quite interesting afterall. :D I never regret much, it shows so much of some people somehow.

Weijian came with tent :D cause I kinda complain to him, that it's freaking boring. And we watched the sky, and I kind of fell asleep while watching the stars (due to TOO MUCH ALCOHOL from KINYUN, IDIOT) and I miss a shoooting stars ): damnnnn. Loga slept like a pig beside me, Haahah! So annoying as usual aye! :D

So, yesterday was busy. And somehow interesting day for me, and I actually never regret where im, the amount of places I have to go in 24hours time. I'm glad that yesterday actually exists in my memory.

OHH! Saw mavis at ECP while going back to the chalet. AWESOME isn't it?! :D

FMS FOC 09 FLYING DUTCHMAN MORGAN! :D

2009-04-12T01:04:00.003+08:00

I FINALLY GOT THE PHOTOS :D
AND THIS IS FLYINGDUTCHMAN :D AND WE RULE THE 7SEAS :D

AND THIS IS MY SUBTRIBE :D
MORGANS BABY YEAH

GLs in flying dutchman are the most hyper and funniest people to be with ;D

AND MOST OF ALL FSV RULES THE WHOLE FMS.
HEEHEEHEEHEE
DONT JEALOUS :D

Baby, you're my candy floss

2009-04-03T23:20:00.000+08:00

I'm so gonna miss you. 4days in camp and 1day you gone so far. ):

Went to expo to collect instax, wah, is like freaking damn far away, I SWEAR and after that travel all the way to another end of spore, Vivo. I think WeiJian&I just lack of childhood, visit every little single corner of toys 'r'us. AND IT'S ALL WEIJIAN'S IDEA! NOT MINE! :D

Oh, and PICKLES IS SOMETHING THAT STOPS MY HEADACHE, SO I MUST HAVE IT WEIJIAN! :D YOU MUST TAHAN THE SMELLLLLLL!!!

Went for a movie with SiongMay, Loga and Weijian.

The Shinjuku Incident

And it's gonna give me and SiongMay nightmare. It's really gruesome, though I enjoy gore, but this is way too much, I don't like mafia story, it scares me, ALOT!

I'm so lazy to blog anything else, I just wanna show you this :D It's really pretty ! And I LOVE IT.

:D I'm extremely happy with you around.

Wouldn't It Be Nice, if we were older.

2009-04-03T02:08:00.002+08:00

I realise I'm wearing jeans for the past few days. The commando mosquito's bites are deadly. It's causing very bad very bad mark on my feet, legs, thighs. Annoying you know! And, my cousin birthday. Wahhhhhhhhhhhhh, he super hyperactive, I dont even know why. Plus, he is just TWO YEARS OLD, but I can't deny he is extremyly cute :D

We got like two cakes for him, and before that, 5crabs and alot more other dishes. My tummy can't adapt the amount in Spore. Ughhh.

HE IS EXTREMELY CUTE RIGHT! :D BUT XIAOHUA CUTER :D
I still miss vietnam ):

Please, understand.

2009-04-02T01:40:00.003+08:00

I'm sorry, if many people feels that is all too fast. I think so too, but I'm very sure of what is happening now. Ah, I confused myself for weeks, but I'm now very sure of it. And yes, I am, sure. I feel bad but the feeling of being with him is something I can't find anywhere else, the feeling of really being loved and cared. The feeling of being shy with him around, shy to show affection is something that was not really me, I know myself, I feel so vulnerable with him around. And the feeling of worrying for him when he's in deep shit, is really the answer to my confusion. I really do love him, I really love WeiJian.

April's Fool 09

2009-04-01T23:06:00.005+08:00

Kye Jie! :D HAPPY BIRTHDAY.

You're such an awesome cam whore buddy in Vietnam :D And, I didn't expect you to born on April's fool, now you make me think that you're a fool! Ahaha, RETARDED! Whatsoever! I'm glad we watched "Unborn" and do CIP together, and most of all, Vietnam with the rest of the "Team Auyong!" HEHAHA. I miss Vietnam 100%, but still, I'm glad I'm out of there. It's like I miss the fun in Vietnam, but I will never miss the bites by the Vietnam Commando Mosquitoes. Rahhh! Those annoying bugs, please get out of my legs, thighs and feets. Wah, I miss all the jokes in Vietnam. ):

AHHHHH! But I miss my friends tooooo! Ohmann, the moment I came out of the plane, I'm so in the hurry to meet them! Ah, I pound myself like to Mel, Sam, Don, Andre. Like nothing but I just want to hug and cry in their arms. I miss them like nuts. And Zoe-Ann baby was there too, I hug like no tommorrow! Ughhh.

Wahhhhh, I was like heavenly happy when we meet up for SIFF meeting, like wanna share with them everything in Vietnam. And every single little thing about myself. I think now I know how much I love my friends, and I really really want to be friends forever with them. AHHH, I think I'm going all nuts :D RAHHHH

:D

2009-03-29T20:21:00.001+08:00

ED! YOU'RE SO MISS! :) AND YOU'RE SO SWEET TO COUNT THE DAYS I'LL BE BACK! AWWWWW, AND GUESS WHAT! I'M BACK! AND DRENCHED! AHHH, I THINK I WILL SLEEP PRETTY EARLY TODAY! :D

10more hours.

2009-03-16T03:42:00.002+08:00

I'm excited and I'm crying inside. ):

I can't wait to go Vietnam, but also, i will miss all my friends, and of course Josiah! :D Hahaha.

ohmannnnnnn, my first trip with plane with my school mates, and I don't know why, but i will miss like a hell load of people. Maybe because it's 2weeks?

Ahhh, whatever it is. I will be back soooooooooon!

2009-03-14T01:35:00.002+08:00

I'm GONNA MISS YOU GUYS ):

ALL MY FRIENDS. I FEEL SO SAD AND I FEEL LIKE BURSTING!

ZOE-ANN HUDA LARRIS MAVIS LI DICK PHUA ANDRE DON KOVYN FANG MEL AUDREY SAM CHERIE ED SIONGMAY

AHHHHHHHHHHH ):

Dragging.

2009-03-14T01:04:00.002+08:00

Been really long since I felt this way, and makes me react in a way that I haven't been showing. I won't want to wet my smile like so many times alone, it's so retarded, and I just can't complain. Everyone has it, and I think mine is just minor. But I'm being all weak and not strong enough to handle it. And too bad, I complain, which I shouldn't. Ughhh, nothing can change this. No one understands me in this house, I feel like a hidden room behind all of them.

I should stop thinking about all the screwed up stuff. I should be happy of what I have. I'm well-off enough to be so called perfect, so no more complains. I shall just whine in my heart.

Mine is way too minor, it'll be so retarded that I can't handle this shit.

Reunion (: 6ofus&the3musketeers.

2009-03-12T23:10:00.002+08:00

Really really happy today. (: Finally Cherie got to join us for a meetup (: and and and she brought along her boyfriend! Awesome. :D

I got no nothing to say, and I dont want to stupidly type out what we did. So, summarize it! Army market with Weijian, and he got a huge army bagpack, damn! It can like squeeze both XiaoXiao and Baby in. (:

AND I WAS LATE to meet Don! Sorrrrrrrrrrrry boyyy! :D

Haji, Fareast, blah blah blah. I seriously not interested in anything man, nothing interesting for me to buy. Ohnoooooooooooooo, must be the Vietnam trip!

Dinnnnnnnner was realllllllly weallllllly GREAT! AHHHHHH, like some kind of reunion dinner sort of thingy thingy. (: I love round tables.

If only Ann, Meifang and her girlfriend is like with us, OMG. Complete of the whole family (: It'll be so nice!

we played with cards, and TABASCO! :D

and this is what TABASCO DO TO YOU! HEHEHEHEHEHEHEE.

CLICK!
CLICK!
FOR PHOTOS GIRLS&GUYS!

HEEHEEHAHAHAHOHOHO

2009-03-12T01:23:00.004+08:00

I don't laugh like that. Thanks. (:

And, I need to get all the blessing before I go for vietnam, Loga even thinks I look like buddha here.

Okay! Whatever. Monday, went to here and there, waited for Loga for an hour with Weijian, ohmyGOD! I swear I was never that patient before, able to wait for a guy, A GUY FOR GOODNESS SAKE for an hour. NEVER. And, hell, that moment I was hungry like a dinosaur. Woahhhhh. Went to develop films, explore(maybe?), and being all bitten up by Weijian. Hahaha, and I'm so glad Loga got a temporary phone for now, AT LEAST I CAN CALL HIM NOW! HEHEHE.

Met up actually to go to the Indian and Chinese temple at bugis, but since someone was late, we waited for 30mins for the Indian temple to open again. But, I guess it's really worth the while of waiting. For the blessing aye! :D

After that, watched "watchmen" at Suntec. &now I know why it is rated M18, and I'm not allowed.

Dinner at chompchomp with Ed was a rush, I was late for 30mins, and I feeel so bad that we only spend like less than 2hours, but, it was really great talking and talking and talking to him (: cause you know what! He's my really closefriend aye, RIGHT ED?! :D and fyi, Riku is mine forever.

And as usual, stayed over at Weijian's. (:

Xiaoxiao so adorable! :)

And yesterday was really crazy! After work, I went over to Weijian's to actually deliver ice cream, but guess what!? Instead I stayed over and went home in the afternoon, rushing to meet my neighbour, shaun.

TODAY? was great, did a good deed again! Send dinner to all the poor aunties and uncles, and went to meet Josiah&Weijian for a walk at suntec. Watched "Role Models" and wonder why isnt it M18 as well, cause i still cover my eyes at some parts. Ugh.

When I know it, i know it.

2009-03-08T23:08:00.003+08:00

Ever since like wednesday, I havent really have a good sleep. But still, it doesn't matters, I was having fun (: Loga & WeiJian somehow came over to ChompChomp on wednesday after their gym or watsoever, and since I was there with Zoe-Ann, WanFong, Aby, Imee. Since after that, been meeting up, staying over, watched movie almost everyday (cinema or dvd or watsoever). Been great since after the confusion I created by myself, I'm glad that somehow somehow I was able to cope it and not think about it.

We watched Final Destination, The Thirteen Ghost, Exocist, Push and Meet the Fockers. Like some kind of freaking marathon that is a must complete. Hahaha.

And all the late night sleep causing all the pimples and fever, damn HORRIBLE! Plus last two nights I've got work, and was suppose to go today, but was really really too sick to even move, I'm like half alive human being stuck on bed. But can't complain! I somehow somehow deserve it luh, HEE.

It's been really great with Loga and WeiJian, (: thanks guys.

Happening or what.

2009-03-04T01:35:00.002+08:00

Chalet, Sentosa, Movies, Surprise Party, Vietnam Briefing. Been good I guess? I suppose.

&I don't know what's in my mind, but I know whatever I chose to do this or that is what I want. I'm sorry that I giving it up, I know it's for our own good, cause we seriously cant go along well, and I just don't want to end up being paranoid and you being unhappy. I hope you really understand what I mean. If you don't a metaphor will be great, how can a rabbit to be together with a lion. Am I right? We are two different people living in this world. Anyway, about everything, I'm just so sorry, it's my fault i brought upon this to both of us, I lifted the feeling like see-saw but I'm bringing it down again, cause we will never really get along. Sorry.

HAHAHA

2009-02-24T01:19:00.001+08:00

soon to be?

i think im falling in love :D

2009-02-21T00:28:00.002+08:00

PHOTOSHOP, LOVELOVELOVELOVE

for Ed, to destress :D

OHMAN I LOVE PHOTOSHOP!

Pupp agooooooodooooooo.

2009-02-20T02:47:00.004+08:00

I think sleeping early is good.
but guess the time...

Alright, 2hours swim on thurs, walk the pups on thurs, burnt and happy :)

ok. boredom.

Made something with ribbon.
check my hair :]

Stamp It On Me

2009-02-15T00:37:00.002+08:00

Nonsense, I can't take it. All so fake eh, in my perspective. So, whatever.
This week schedule: LAST WEEK OF SCH. MON: STUDY TUE: PIZZAHUT/SHOPPING WED: ROT&DIE THUR: PRESENTATION&LI'S PERFORMANCE FRI: DANCE AROUND, SHERYLENE'S.

OK.

VALENTINE'S DAY
SENTOSA! WITH SIONGMAY
*TAN
*TRAM RIDE
*SKYRIDE&LUGE
*TIGER SKY TOWER
*IMBIAH WALKABOUT.

How great, I cant wait to get all the lunatic photos of me, and the all so normal Siongmay(ACT SIAH), must be crazy like me man, and it'll be really really fun.

Walk around in vivo, and I got myself bangles and a top (: & we had SushiTei for dinner, I swear my day was really great even without a proper valentine. I mean, it's always possible to find fun even missing out something, as long as you got the heart to be fun, there, you got your fun. We cant just simply be stuck on ground, and stay put and cry, we need to find solution and makes it as awesome as possible to stay as a healthy and happy person. No use frowning when you didnt even try, there's always way out, don't keep relying on one standard impossible solution that you know you cant, root out your way! & Everything will be alright! :D

addictive like drug

2009-02-11T00:55:00.002+08:00

I need more more fun. It's like I'm having just sufficient, but I'm greedy cause it's enjoyable and pleasure to my life. I need fun with friends.

Meetup soon don, andre, kovyn, audrey, samantha, melissa, meifang, cherie.

stayoverzxzx

2009-02-05T23:34:00.002+08:00

IM AT ZOE'S! YESH! NOT STUDYING NOT DOING ANYSHITZX.

I'M LAZY! WAHAHAHA

&This is what happened when huda deleted her FACEBOOK!

HOW CAN SHEEEEEE

AND CHECK THIS
CLICK
CUTE AYE!

BYEEZX

toast kaya bun! thanks!

2009-02-04T21:19:00.003+08:00

So stressed, that I ate 7 pieces of kayabun. But it's nice!

Im gonna gain back all my weight again ):! and I had unhealthy meals today. Time to start walking more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more! FP is going no where, and I'm staying over at Zoe's tomorrow (: plus I'm staying over at Zoe's again on saturday. It's more of a soon to be holiday mood man, I shall enjoy than putting myself in this kind of shit. Rahzx.

Video cam can only upload to PC.

Headache is everywhere in my head.

Distressing methods is going to no use.

Jelly eyes are wobbly closing.

Larris is still a loser who bullys girls.

Needa find a job

&I need to call, 97490583.

I'll be a fool, if i drop down now.

2009-02-03T21:31:00.003+08:00

I miss this rotten ass! ):
& I need a break, I know I shouldn't complain. If I do, how am I going to survive for the next two years? It's going to take forever to conquer my stress level. Whatever to me that is annoying creates the probability to what I hate to have. I can't even scream like I'm angry. I scream and shout as though I'm joking, the whole world thinks I'm joking?

Impulsive eating is not going to help, I mini maini, home or 7Eleven, how pathetic! I dread replying smses and phone calls of close friends. I buried myself from socializing. I keep a distance from talking too much nonsense. I'll be a total retard if this continues. This isn't me.

LEFT
LOC PRO EDITING
SOC PSY PROJECT
COM GRAP
TEST:
AUDTECH.10feb
(Aud tech Prac
- set up microphones to mixer
- mixer to logic
- set up condenser mic, must know which 1 is condenser mic)
- aux send
(Aud Tech Test
- Microphone (drawing)
- 20+ questions
- Chap 4, 12, 14, 15
- critical and analytical listening not important
- study 8 basic elements such as pitch, loudness, timbre, tempo
- 3-1 rule and inverse square law)
LOCPRO.10feb
SOCPSY.6feb
(everything that not tested yet)

sorry, I need to make fun of people to distress.

All Sean wanted was Wenjun's attention.

Our signature, banana cramp face.

Sexy leg hair with the "do you think I am cute?" pose.

Kokyi's ideal son.

Afiq, chubby wabby rabby labby fabby siol

Larris thought that by lifting his sandal can minimize the foul smell from his feet, but never did he realize that his action of lifting his arm up, causes a tragic air pollution to FCP room, very badly indeed. Sigh...

Lunar New Year.

2009-01-28T00:37:00.003+08:00

25thJan
Lunar new year eve.

26thJan
Yesterday, Lunar new year

27thJan
Today, The last day before death.
(Yet a nice day)

To be honest, I got no, nothing, whatever it is so called.. spirit to lunar new year. More like a few days to tempt us to stay home and sleep longer, skype longer, sleep later, hang around later. No talking on the phone these few days, my body clock went to anti-clockwise. I feel so sorry, anyway Happy 3rd month, at least I got mocked by you, see-ing me so uncomfortable with your relatives. I wasn't really doing much this lunar new year, finish my work before the first day (Not all). And, I just eat steamboats, watch movies, use laptop, play "guess the sketch", skype with Ed, chat with Wenjun, Breakfast with Rock and of course the recent, sleep on Zhi's chest. (:

Ah, ok. Tml school. Night. Pictures? CHECK OUT MY FACEBOOK! FACEBOOK FTW!

mask it.

2009-01-26T03:53:00.003+08:00

my brother is lying on my floor. and I know I shouldn't complain. I should be watching what time am I sleeping these few days. Never know whether something is wrong with me. Whenever I read my dear friends' journal, I feel so light in heart, my heart seems to be flying away from my body. A sign that I should be more open-eyed to my dear friends?

Where is my heart going?

I sure want to know.

Ugh, annoying. I'm being sensitive all over again. I just want to know you you you and you much more better. Am I being too greedy?

Drained and Drenched, down it goes...

2009-01-21T23:42:00.002+08:00

Guitar Geek, get it before no you can't beat me. My classmates and I are crazy about guitar geek, it's so much better than pet society! I swear. Lagging shitzxxz. Next week, not only chinese new year, but hell loads of stuff, I feel like crying. My Ical is dying from tasks and tasks, and so am I.

I just finish track eh. And Im dying.
Somehow I'm missing netball, and the whole monday thing. Plus soon, I will have no lesson on tuesday. And slowly wednesday, but I've to go through all my projects first. ):

But doing lighting with bits of pao taste in my mouth is really fun. LocPro is really gettint interesting.

and let's play guitar geeeeek!

Class is always memorable. (:

And i look retarded trying to help.

Whatever it is, Koufu still the best in the morning.

Past Reflection of 2006.

2009-01-21T00:50:00.001+08:00

I typed like a bimbo with a retarded way of expressing myself.

I suck big time man. I'm sure it won't happen again, FOR SURE.

Ugh, I turn myself off due to this!??! Ew.

Headbands for life, baby!

2009-01-20T23:35:00.002+08:00

Pour the bands on my head and I'll fly like an angel.

Tuesday classes, are all lectures. First time, so reluctant to go into class and this time round lesser talking and more work. I wonder why. But anyway, we're still still still still alright. Still as crazy as ever. &If you guys have notice, exbf was with edwardtang today, he looks so loser, so wanted to laugh, but maybe not.

Deciding on watches, wasn't really simple. And getting a green adidas polo tee for sis was another headache, pain in the ass task to do. At least my sis made me happy by sending me " your name in year book" (:

Anyway dinner at hongkong somewhere somewhere at Cine, never bother to care about the place when it's all cheeena. No appetite, but repulsing all the food I ate, so weird. And people recently thought that Phua/Loga is my boyfriend, as told my Loga, so they told me off by saying I should post more photos of my baby. Ughh, but he's so freaking ass shy about cameras that he always has that funny face. So I took random shots of him, but still he's the cutest aye. ;D

TAKING PHOTO WITH HIM SEEMS LIKE THE HARDEST THING TO DO!

He never smiles.

Can this be?

2009-01-19T20:50:00.002+08:00

Chinese New Year is just less than a few nights. The older I'm, family means lot more to me. But more unresolved problems that I wasn't aware. It's unrelated to me directly, but afterall, we are family. This year, cny. I bet non of the teen will be staying late night playing poker and me sneezing away. No more, the young fun, but just some adults' political way of stuff, which somehow are ours. Will never know what causes it, but I guess some people are just selfish and wants it all for own good.

I miss the fun, the laughter and most importantly, the sharing.

He already shared, yet you requested more. Greed had already climb onto your head. Your side is your side, and his side is no side. Why?

No more sparks for the new chinese year.

Sunny Rise and Shine. ):

2009-01-18T23:30:00.003+08:00

I think this is insanity. I'm gonna be back to how I'm, the stress is coming back, and somehow I feel good about it. Is it a good thing? I'm going to not to bathe today, cause I'm so freaking lazy, and I'm having a major headache, thanks to the 4 hours of hot sun catching that blue/yellow/white ball yestyerda. Afterall, it's worthwhile eh, I'm tanner and fitter. Right?

Okay, my scary eye bags and panda eyes is freaking my parents, I should finish my work fast aye. Last sentence for CATS self-reflection and I'll be off to pack my stuff, and not to bathe(I guess). Aye, OOOOOOOOOOOOOOlevoire. You'll never understand.

s&w ownage! Rahhhh

2009-01-18T12:38:00.002+08:00

We own! (: Trash and burn! Awesommmmmme!

And my hand smells like soap and sora's sweat. Ewwwww. Thanks for letting me wash the smelly shit bib. Ugh. But I'm glad that we actually make it well as a team, right 8am class?!

And rock is like.. the joke of all day.

The trees behind him are his brothers, different mum and dad but same hairstyle. (:

The cat fight...

The guys doing something weird.. as usual.

And we all came winning with pride (:

Look at brenda and you will know it well (:

Aye, and netball is fun. Really fun.

Hellishly Why?

2009-01-15T09:23:00.002+08:00

Haven't been posting any shit for like past few dont know how many centuries. So many things happened. No words can describe eh. I don't know if my life is well, or am i just being paranoid. Been more comfy and all with everything, but yet I'm afraid people are starting to judge me. Or am I thinking too much?

Havent been working specially hard as the past half sem. Still stuck at the redo-ing of WrittenCom. What the hell is happening? Hopefully once CNY is over, my old self will be back.

But still thank god, my life is moving and not obstructed by something. Not updating myself on my dear friends and all is making me feeling guity and really not doing a good part as a friend. I feel the pain for them, I thought I thought I thought.

): Sigh. I should realise it more. And I think I'm starting to piss people off. Sorry.

flashack to 010109

2009-01-05T23:18:00.002+08:00

im sick of studying. no mood, i just wanna play. but at least something is going in (: i hope. 010109, i was hanging around ten mile junction some lan shop with burden, jeremy, information counter and obviously my boyfriend. it was so boring sitting there watching them play left4dead. ughh, so i fell asleep. the next thing i woke up, i was told to walk to zhi's house. ughhhh, so freaking drained. blah blah blah. zhi's mum insist of a breakfast before we sleep, anyway im hungry so i finish the whole pack without saying anything. ha, fat sia. next thin sleep, sleep sleep, and lunch at 3. awesome, my mum gonna be pissed.

but had fun eh, his parents are really nice and i love it. not like my parents, so unfriendly towards all my friends. ugh. I will never know why. got back home i was f-ing rushing to meet up with my old time sec friends. rush like crazy, and instead of spending on food, i spend on cab. Nice one!

aiya, as long as we had fun. right?

sorry i didnt flip pictures.

hmm hmm, icecream for life. but not for now.

Move it, Move it.

2009-01-04T22:49:00.003+08:00

I'm sooooo bored. ): been in my room the whole day, but good enough, manage to finish audio tech and drew a draft sketch for com grap. And, im now at Week7 of SocPsy, hopefully it's good enough!

Aiyaaaaaaa, I need to slp, tomorrow early early day for me. Rahhh

WEB-CAM-STOP-MOTION. AWESOME

2009-01-04T00:32:00.004+08:00

THANKS HUDA FOR SHARING THE LINK
NOW I CAN USE IT TO DESTRESS.

HAHAH. IM SOOO SOO UGHHH! TWO PROJECTS TWO TESTS TO STUDY (LEFT). ): I can't believe I need a longer break than three weeks, I think I shouldn't do redundant stuff aye, just concentrate on my work, until I'm really free from work

OH AND LAST FOR BABY.

Title?

2008-12-31T01:00:00.004+08:00

ACTUALLY! I'VE GOT A FUNNY VERSION OF US WEARING THE 3D GLASSES! But sadly, zhi said that he looked pretty funny, so yeah. I can't post it, sad. If you guys wanna check it out, just tell me. I show you through my phone! (: Hahahaha, I'm a lil evil rascal! Rahh. Anyway, haven't been reviewing movies. Sighh, too busy. Okay, so I shall do it!

twilight, a really nice book to read, but not a really nice movie to watch! They totally skip all the nice part. And it's like not exactly following the book, Belle initiating!? That's ridiculous, she's suppose to be feeling weak after a kiss not trying to go on top of Edward! Anyway, that scene was really shocking, makes me think otherwise. ughhhhh.

Bedtime stories. A must to watch, I swear. A really family kind of movie, best for watching with cousins, siblings. Though, I watched with the trackers, actually most of the movie I watched with the trackers. Hahaaha, I just love the animation. And the storyline is really great.

I just watched this today! Didn't know it's in 3D! It's so friggling awesomely adorable. Bolt is really really really dumb! Hahaha, but still cute. Rhino is like some flurry troublemaker, insane scientist eager for stunts. And Mitten is only the one knowledgeable what's going on here and there. Best for kids and their parents, but in the cinema.. It's all old couples, couple. And end of the movie, most of them are like me and zhi. We took shots of the 3D glasses on. Pretty cute aye!

(: Next, Transporter 3, Ponyo, Angus Thongs and Perfect Snogging, Yes Man and maybe The Duchness. Aiya, see I got the time eh, school starting and I just left studying for tests and my stupid ComGrap Logo shitzx. Rahhhhhh!

My mummy bought ALOT ALOT, and it's really ALOT of DVD. Ahhhh, I wanna watch at home but got no freaking time. Sighhhh.

Breaking Free? When!?

2008-12-28T03:43:00.004+08:00

I'm hell friggling busy during December. What daaaaaa!
REALLLLLLY REALLLLY UNBELIEVABLE FOR MEEEEEEE. AND I'm hungry in the middle of the night. That's why I can't sleeeeep.

ughh

When When When, I just hope january ain't like december.
Anyway it's a new year, I should try to change it. A new year, A new schedule.

Christmas burning.

2008-12-25T02:30:00.002+08:00

It's Christmas. Finally, soon it be end of the year, and then chinese new year. Ang Bao Ang Bao, Red Packet Red Packet! ;D Anyway, this christmas eve I was actually quite pissed by the packed schedule. I'm suppose to have holiday, but I'm rushing through my projects and even running around to buy last minute present. Can't possibly visit Siongmay's house without present for everyone, right? Was suppose to watch "bolt" with Zhi, but got cock up with some family matter. Aiya, my grandfather chinese birthday aye. (:

It was actually really fun, I thought it'll be like dull and dead. But it was actually the first time the adults ask us whether we want to drink some alcholic stuff. Ohman, shiokness. The nice smooth champagne.

Awesome family gathering!

AHEM..

GAYNESS IN ACTION

KNOW HIM SINCE I WAS BORN OK!

I LOOK LIKE A GLUTTON LUHH. THANKS EH.

CHILDHOOD FRIENDZX FOREVER.

I actually like this photo.

SPOILER.

Okay, I shall wait for tml. The real christmas celebration with siongmay's family and the trackers (I hope). Anyway I finish most of my films already, just can't wait to develop it. Got no idea how everything looks like. Rahhhhhhhhhh.

CHECK THIS!

2008-12-23T00:53:00.002+08:00

CLICK!!

BreakingNova.livejournal.com!

A MUST TO VISIT!

Mess up babooon

2008-12-17T17:24:00.002+08:00

Ahhh, I'm broke. Wallets into half, saved up cash flowing out to something worth the everything. Movie tomorrow, friday danzation. Back from camp, and I actually can dig money out from wallet. How did it happened? It's camp for goodness sake. Where's daddy? Mummy won't be back home till midnight 19th. Praying hard that daddy will buy dinner, I won't wanna starve like how I'm starving myself. I don't wanna bother maid when I just bomb a bag of laundry to the laundry dirty filthy bag. ):

Back behind my black notebook, staring into the screen. Shucks.

THINGS SHOULD DO:
- cats, find a problem with my own solution
- com grap storyboard
- NVP2 with editing
- WRIT COM ESSSAY
- study for socpsy wk13
- study for writcom

How I wish I could be like you. Spending 3weeks holidays like spending freetime drinking wine. Shall not complain, shall start on work. Important shitzx, once I'm done with this semester, trust me. You guys gonna envy more than how I envy you guys. Oh. Back from camp.

TBC was great, I got no F-ing idea that it was actually a training camp for FOC. Ah, never dream of being a GL or even a CREW in such camp, but it will be obviously exciting and really an experiencing event to go for. But bad news, I might be unable to go. I'm going vietnam, for YEP program aye.

Through Loga, I know so so so many new faces(though some are people I see before, &just doesn't really bother to know them) Josiah, KengWee, KahHo, Daniel, Phoebe, Lynette, WenJie. I was in Grp7 with the only three person I know, Peter, Amanda and Vic. Named Hohoho, most prolly because of KahHo. Anyway, shall just summarize the two days. I had fun, it was really, well, experiencing and learn alot bout how to be a better leader (all hail, chocochip[Joleen]). Didn't know, even inside SU, there's so so so many "AHEM", shall not mention. Still, aiya, at least I was able to spend more time with B and Loga, right? (:

And T&F camp, the camp that I spend most of my time sleeping and eating most of the time, due to my NVP2. Ha, I didnt participate myself, and I guess everyone knows that. Shouldn't be a problem I guess? It was really a luxury to SLEEP at Loft man, it's so fishing comfortable, even sleeping on the floor with ZhiZhi (my baby sugary pie, sweetest, unable to find kind of guy) is so much better than sleeping somewhere else in school(actually I can't go to the guy's apartment, but, anyway, it's the last day aye).

Oh, I should mention. Zhi ah, thanks luh. I know they are still freaking mocking you, saying you're a loser for helping me to get that "THING", but guess what? You're the best aye, no guys I've know are willing ever ever to do that. Only you. That's why, you are one in a kind guy, that is so so so hard to find.

Thanks Baby!

digital love

2008-12-12T23:30:00.004+08:00

i'm actually loving the tight wrapping around my waist all the way aye aye aye down to my calf and ankle. it's getting all too comfortable to change, while at home. packing for camp isn't what i always dream of doing, and hell god fuck burden to it, i got two camps with two shooting to do. it's sucha hectic mad mind thinking for me. next to my laptop is my red red red clothing for tml, it's so disturbing that i'm acutally using my mac beside a pile of clothes. plus, my fingers smell like rotten burnt liquified old filthy batteries.

on my black cool mac, lucky by jason mraz? i just hate this song, as in the lyrics. I love the tune and all but not the content, it just sucks, anyone who blindly goes with the song shall just .. maybe not.

check out my packing list!

Packing List for 13dec-17dec
- min 8 sets of tee√
- min 6/7 sets of short√
- one big TOWEL√
- h20 bottle
- 2 socks√
- 1 pair shoes√
- 1 pair sliipppper√
- SWEATER/JACKET/PULLOVER/CARDIGAN.√
undergarments?
⁃ 2 packets of disposable undies√
⁃ 2 normal undies√
⁃ 5sports bra√
⁃ 2normal bra√
- torchlight ONE√
toiletries
⁃ shampooo√
⁃ body wash√
⁃ toooothbrush√
⁃ toooothpaste√
⁃ sunsilk leave on condition√
⁃ contact lens stuffff√
⁃ COMB√
⁃ FACEWASH√
- at least 20buckss√
- PHONE CHARGERER√
- 2dressess for WICKED production√
-GU gel?!?!√
-sleeeping bag√
Optional
- CAMERAHHHHS√
- filmszx√
- Medication??√
- PENS√

how cool is it? i feel like this is a trial for vietnam nam nam (honey bunny) trip. im stress, by the things i've to bring. oh, myfunky nike jacket on my bed, better hang on my bag, girl. and h2o bottle is actually WATERBOTTLE that is like hanging aroung my living room. it's actually there for a few weeks, haven't been using it since like .. IVP? i guess so. i cant wait to see mysekf suffer from busy schedule. love the sick torture i'm actually doing it to myself, after holiday, no more playful crazy supernicegirl, i suppose.

wth!? STOP&STARE now??! so random, next!

California Girls by The Beach Boy, so much better..
Aye, bye.

I want a real life fire, which burns my soul and gives me everything
;finger smells like eww

Showcase. I'm so lucky.

2008-12-11T01:39:00.006+08:00

:D I'm showing it!

Thanks to my mum, and mum's daily allowance. I got them. (: I can finally bring it to Vietnam, Camps and even more more more photography trips. :D So delighted. Colorsplash(Interesting colour flash), Galaxy Quad Cam(4Lens, 4shots in 1!), Canon Prima As-1(Underwater!) & Kodak KE115 (w ZoomLens&Mum gave it to me). It's sooooooooo awesomely coooooool, now all I need is to save a bunch for films for vietnam trip. So gonnna have fun with them. I needa research on film toooo, currently using mostly the easy-to-find (but expensive) Kodak film.

I even name them, awwwwwwwwww!

Alright, shall head back to work on my SocPsy. ;D

OH!! I went Sinema Old School today with my FSV classmates. To watch a film "18grams of love", it's really really funnnnny. I guess if it's on theatre it will go really well aye. :)

One piece of letter is 8grams
One envelop is 10grams
Add together it's 18grams
Still need to paste a stamp and seal it
Carrying a 18grams of the single love letter to the post office
It's all so troublesome,
But it's worth for the sincere of love.

Parents going overseas again, without me.
Home with my maid and two lil pups AGAIN ):

making sense?

2008-12-09T15:06:00.003+08:00

I skipped Writ Com & Aud Tech's lecture. The 4hours of horror, I'm actually running away from it. I don't know whether it's worth it. Bad or good? Only I know myself.

I'm going to study Socpsy, verbal communication. And it's really important to communicate well, or not everything will just tumble down. Sometimes saying this and that will just give that person another form of idea, while you think another. It's just so confusing when this situation occurs, I'll totally never be able understand.

I guess being direct isn't that bad aye. But how too? Communication just happens like every second of our life! And sometimes I just don't bother thinking, and do it. Must I really ask whenever I'm confused? I will be such an retard.

Am I making sense?

Okay, shall head back to study. Hopefully in peace with no disturbance from my physical illnesses.
Burn that headache and flu, thanks.

Way too far to be believe in.

2008-12-08T23:10:00.003+08:00

There will be no turn, no return and no forgiving. The childish act, the ridiculous mistakes and the annoying comments. It's just all so redundant, I've never felt this bitchy before, saying all these to people and people. I guess, you've just gone so overboard with the nonsense and more nonsense affecting our level of hatred to you. We totally got no other way to describe how you irk us, we should come out with a word to illustrate how everything about you. It's time to change, time to stop doing all those idiotic stuff. And time to stop giving us the feeling we're in the wrong, and give a fake "I tried to change" attitude, cause once we forgive you, your temporary "nice" attitude is gone. It's just an appearance to win us back. I think it's the way you're born like, I bet there's no way you can change yourself over a period of time. Or maybe ever.

Don't even use people as stepping stone to get close to someone, it's such an ASS way. Be independent and stop relying on people to accompany you. Do your own things and get a life! Stop giving trouble to people and settle your own problem and attitude before trying to settle everything under the sun that is non-of-your BUSINESS. Being nosey, I guess you got no way you going to change that.

So what if this and that happened? It's all in the past and over. Don't bring it up to show off or get our attention. It's seriously non-related to our total interest, I seriously wonder what's in your mind. And don't deny you doesn't care about your appearance, who doesnt!? For goodness sake, even I care about how I look. It's like so retarded that you saying something so contradict to what you think. And obviously we can see through what you think! Your behaviour is extremely clear and yet you deny all of it, trying to cover your act.

Ohya, trying to be a goodie infront of heads, what's your motive? Behind their back, you're just like us, trying to get the best out of whatever. So instead, asked us to help you, and then you're free from the situation. First to get something and kept it a secret, what's your motive again? Don't even want to share? It shows how preposterous selfish you are. What kind of friend you are, should be shatter and burn.

Self proclaming someone who is close to you, is just absurd. You think they like it? They never even approve of it, not a yes, not a willing smile. Just a "make fun of you" joke, and you think that's an approval? You must be kidding. 0% Emotional Quotient? I suppose. That's all I've to say, too much bitch-iness, I might become one of EVIL person, and I'm not going to be. NEVER. I will be myself, do what I like, not following and not wanting any stupid attention. I'm so happy with myself. Oh, I guess, you're not happy with yourself and your life, (shrugs) no one knows except your puny lil mind.

News. GREAT, finally

2008-12-08T21:46:00.003+08:00

Found something, that my friend kept telling me. It's awesome I'm telling you. Not sharing, cause it will spoil someone's plan. :D So shall be a secret between some and some and me.

Au Revoir

Look what I've found. True Havoc

2008-12-03T22:33:00.003+08:00

I'm so so so feeling the chill in my head, I just (finally) found out how to do my definition POD for written communication. Though I finish with the topic sentence eh, primary and secondary shitzx, I still have like a short paragraph to do, but most probably I'll do it tomorrow. Ohya, and there's storyboard, I shall do it tomorrow, nice :D I don't mind drawing for something that I can't wait to do, but not some essay writing shit. Ugh.

Anyway, my head still feeling the chill.

Hope it'll be gone soon.
SOON!

I so want to feel my full-formed heart; the feeling of being all sweet and soft. Being playful with words and attacking some sudden punch or pinch. But, I was home early today. & It didn't turn out well. I took more than I expected to do. Chill headed.

Tomorrow shall continue with my daily episode of piling assignments. No break for me, no typical life of some year one's of non-media(VERY VERY) students. I want Netball, I want to throw some white, blue, yellow coloured balls at Afro, team mascot. See both Shawn/Sean get confuse, Sheryl excited face of winning, Khoonfung enthusiastic spirit in participating, Kokyi's old and cocky jokes.

Shall dream awaits for me soon. Abubububububububbababalooooooonee.

this will last, i swear.

2008-11-30T23:57:00.002+08:00

I think after all the bad relationship I've gone through. It's really worth it. Understanding so much more than before. This time I promise, there won't be a let go (So, Adin&Li. You guys have no more worries. I'll be fine.). And for my one and only, lifetime partner.. you should know what I've to say.

I love you.

:D PICNIC, A WAY TO UNWIND.

2008-11-28T18:44:00.002+08:00

It's so freaking funny that we finally get to go PICNIC. :D It's so awesomely fun! I baked cookies, Zoe prepared Japanese Curry and Rice while Huda prepared Tuna and Peanut Butter Sandwich. The others just got the games, and drinks and the fun! Ha, we started off with a freaking long walk to Eco Lake, which is like another side of Botanic Garden, and we should have meet up at the back gate than the front gate, we took like ages to get there. I perspired even before I even get to play or run around. Then, lunch was served by our mama, Zoe. With a little snack of junkfood, sandwiches and cookies.

I swear it's the most enjoyable day. With frisbee monkey gamey, photography camwhoring, thanks to phua. And acting like some kind of losers running like nobody business. Oh. &We finally get to take a photo of all of us, together. :D I can't wait to get all the shots from Adin, Phua, Larris.

Ohya, I forgotten to mention who went... Adin, Loga, Siddiq, Mavis, Huda, Li, Larris, Phua, Zoe and Zoe-Ann.

All the fun got our head into some insanity act. Siddiq climbed up the roof of our area,& fooled like a monkey. Then.. Loga who ain't that monkey-lish, wanted to climb up, so he tried and Phua helped him, in the end he kicked Phua in the face and Larris have to help him, but something tragic happened.. Loga fell off the roof, and hit something against his CHIN, and tada, A OPEN WOUND! So freaking scary luh, we all freaked out, and sent him to gleneagles, which cost thousand just for a stitch. So in the end, we went Alexander Hospital, which is so much cheaper(or maybe FREE).

Luckily, Loga is fine. I so freaking afraid he will faint or something. Phewwwwwww, Thanks god, everything is fine now. :D And I will be see-ing him in school later on, cause I'm now in school slacking with the trackers, while Li is having his malay culture CCA, and Loga (still) coming back for his NPSU meeting, UGHHH. Better rest at home aye. &Yeah, I will get to see Loga's new hairstyle :D :D :D Wheeee..

SCREW YOU APPLE

2008-11-19T15:51:00.002+08:00

I can't believe I'm saying all this. But hell yeah, APPLE, SCREW YOU. Steve Jobs, Steve Wozniak and Ronald Wayne. Ughhhh, first my Ipod Nano, now my Macbook. What's more? Worst of all, I've to wait for 5 freaking days before I can get hold of my Macbook again. No one knows whether is the software or the harddisk problem. WTH, problematic piece of shitzx. &Adding salt ot my wound, tomorrow I've to hand in the F-ing ComGrap poster assignment. I've finished it, like long time ago! But because of not having any backups or any shitzx, I think I've to redo, hopefully my harddisk is alright, and I can retrieve all my data back. I hate to redo things which is already fully completed, it's sucha waste of time!

Dammit.

And guess what? Next week will be all the tests and quizes, all my shitty notes and heavenly references are all inside the F-ing MacBook. Ughhh, so regretted not doing any backups. ): I should have like do Time Machine than to waste my time lagging off. Ughhhh! So pissed! Alright, no more complains. I lost all my deviant art, all my pictures. Damn that shit!

I shall just pray hard and do what I can do..

Save Money, Save the Tummy.

2008-11-11T13:29:00.003+08:00

I'm not hungry, and it's a miracle. Zhizhi is pissed by me, for screaming through the phone. I was just too, it was just, it's like a sudden thing eh, I was screaming and when I've to pick up the phone, I'm like too used to screaming through it. So, please understand, and I'm really sorry

WritCom is like a free lullaby, with aircon and uncomfortable seat. Some dickhead wanted to change seats, in the end, without knowing, the seat is like 50% colder than where I was seated before. Thanks dicky.

This is boredom..

I wanna watch teevee with my family and eat snacks inbetween, I wanna head out to blast and scream(not screaming into zhizhi's ear), and relax.

Wk5 tue, CATS
Wk5 wed, film LOC PRO
Wk5 thur, SocPsy &LocPro Editing(evening), Eyecheckup(8pm)
Wk5 fri, blaze the race
Wk5 sat, standard chart briefing
Wk5 sun, vertical marathon

Schedule damn pack even after school.

I feel like dying. And my actor keep flying my kite away. Can they fucking stop that.

stone.

2008-11-09T22:28:00.004+08:00

- Woke up @ 12pm+
- Lunch instead of breakfast.
- Dim sum with granny.
- Pick up dad @ airport
- Stone at home; trying to do ComGrap
- Dinner; a quite heavy load.
- Continue stoning.

So. This is how my life goes. I think I'm gaining weight,& I don't like it, there's always a peak of the month when I feel all fat & start to stop all the indulge of food. Soon, someone will persuade me to eat normally & healthy (most prolly, Li), &I'll all go nuts about the wonders that food can bring fantasy (more like FAT-A-SY) to my taste bud. &From now on, NO MORE. EAT HEALTHY, AND MORE EXERCISE, no longer starving and craving for food.

okay, underline.
RED, BOLD and REMEMBER

I think I need to tell you guys, especially Siongmay, I'm currently attached(not dating anymore!) to ZhiZhi. :D IT'S a TWO weeks ago thingy. Anyway, my siblings ARE watching Blue Clues' now, my old times favourite kid show, STEVE is awesomely cute, &he looks like NelsonTang (pervert ass that aged like less than 10).

Awwwwwwwwwwwww!
I just remembered. 8am, S&W.

&My honey bunny still on his way home from work, he wanted me to heat up the food virtually. I miss him ): More than 24hours of not able to see him, it sucks. He knows it, and I knows it well myself.

Now I've got nothing better to do. My available options will be..

Not really just sleep eh.

Okay, I shall wait for honey&watch movie. MultiTasking,
Goodnight people.

PLAYGROUND EXHITBITION. LOM

2008-11-08T00:45:00.003+08:00

Lomotion having an exhibition at playground from this friday till this sunday. :D Go, and you'll see our faces (Adin, Phua, Ben, Larris, Mavis and I). Went there quite late though, but I managed to catch up with Adin, Loga, Mavis, Phua, Ben and Ahmad. Wow, the instanx is really cool, cool plain white, I love it man, I wanna get it too (:

Supper at ChompChomp with Adin, Loga, Mavis and Mavis' Midnight supper boy. :D It was really fun, doing all the Truth&Dare again. Just like last time, AWESOME.

ONE big fat month

2008-11-07T11:58:00.002+08:00

yeah, ONE BIG FAT MONTH.
Second semester.
Writ Com, Loc Pro, Aud Tech, Com Grap, CATS, Soc Psy.

I think I 'll be repeating this few modules in my blog a few times for this sem, ONLY.
I will never retake a module, EVER.
owl.english.purdue.edu/
website for Writ Com

I think I'm going crazy, I even start painting my nails.
When I actually hate it.
I think the feeling of making nails shiny, makes me feel a little bit...
comfortable, clean, better..
Yeah, should be.

Anyway, I failed my SocPsy.

&I feel like earning some money.
I'm craving for ALOT of new stuff.
Holga 200N w/ FishEye
Adidas Pullover
Fujiflim instanx.

Die!
Open a livejournal shop? Should I?

VOTE FOR SHUAN (:

2008-11-04T14:22:00.002+08:00

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PLEASE VOTE FOR MY BOYFRIEND'S GAY PARTNER :D

indulging in photobooth

2008-10-29T14:33:00.003+08:00

I'm so freaking bored doing nothing but waiting for people, I should have bring along my swimsuit and jump right into the pool which is just right infront of me. I so wanna swim in this nice warm weather. &Know what? I'm wearing my dark grey V-neck long sleeve today, I thought it's gonna be cold! Now I'm suffering from really bad "trying-to-cool-down" mode. Ohya, CATS! Cats discussion, we gone no where, I think it's because of our pervertic lecture, Mr Teo who didn't teach us anything. Sheryl have already tried really hard to come out with a problem, but it's so difficult!

Wayne wanted so badly to take photo, that we all gone bonkers. Sheryl was shy, and Li left early.

Now, I'm alone at snackbar, freaking LOSER aye. HAHA, Never mind, just a while longer, &Ashley, Shuan, SinHung, Nick, JJ will be here. ZhiZhi will take forever, and Brenda I'm not too sure she's coming..

self-fulfilling prophecy.

2008-10-28T22:08:00.005+08:00

We all went wild, like high school musical, team "Wild Cats". Rolling our butts down handicap slopes and even crazier when two retardos tried to wheel themselves down the hill of SIM. That's what FSV students are, NUTS! Boredom brings us about stunts that often happens in Secondary School, &we're in Polytechnic, for goodness sake. & Hell loadsa drawing on people's face on the attendance sheet. "Nazi" "Wanted" "Mafia Boss" & freaking lots of ridiculous stuff, it's really fun being in class with Adin, Huda, Li, Loga, Mavis, Siddiq, Phua, Zoey and Zoe-Ann.

Ohya, Welcome to FSV, Zoe-Ann (: New classmate from CHS, I'm glad you left Chinese Studies, cause it's not where you should br, girlfriend! You got the base and all of a FSV student MAN! ;D

WritCom without Sharpe is like hectic, fishing boring. Just so happen I'm sitting next to my usual nonsensical friends, so obviously noise will be produce. And that stereotyping bitch who temporary came over to try to teach us some citation shits, totally sucks big time. She just rush through, and treat us FSV like shitzx, and DVFX is like invisible to her. Screw you, you bitch!

We all LOVE LOVE DjMax. (: More please, please! :D (Big eyes with white shiny teeth smile!) &I wanna skip friday's training, for Np@45, hopefully the trackers will skip tooooo! Cause anyway now trainings are more for Long-D people training for Pol-ite! So, wooooosh, NP@45 please tooooooooo!

I surprised ZhiZhi today, with my sweet self [: (He told me, I'm sweet!) &I guess asking him to stayover at my house (with Brenda&JJ) ain't a bad idea afterall, I get to bully him while he's sleeping! (HAHAHAHA!) But he pushed me down the sofa (He fell asleep.) after finishing "Prom Night", Basket Sia..

WrittenCommunication

2008-10-24T12:24:00.001+08:00

Having something I didn't know I will get to touch it in Polytechnic. WritCom, I've got no idea I will even do this again. Ughh, but it's worth the pain just to get what I want (I suppose). Anyway, Larris just posted in his wordpress, and Li just send me a invitation to his new private blog, &that's why I'm tempted to waste sometime in WritCom to do a little blogging after sucha long time of no blogging. Was really too busy with Track&Field & School & of course Sleep. (:

Tomorrow will be the day, I detest the most. See-ing myself fail in after 2months of hardwork(thanks to 1full of week, fever and rashes!). Dammit, but I just cant blame just on that week, I, myself ain't really ready and not confident enough to compete in IVP. ]: But think positively, there will be a stayover in school! With the trackers, AWESOME ;D

Alright, Need to go.
.
I won't wanna waste too much time on my personal stuff in class, NOT GOOD, so not GOOD

IVP PHOTOS

2008-10-21T23:22:00.002+08:00

im SOOOOOOOOOOO LAZY. The rest get it from
HERE!

ZhiZhi&I

2008-10-20T23:06:00.003+08:00

2nd week of school,&I'm dying. Netball is fun, but it's really tiring doing sports early in the morning, especially without a proper goodnight sleep last night.

&talk about CATS, I think I'm gonna die man. Ughhhhh..

T&F ;D

2008-10-19T21:45:00.002+08:00

LOOK (: I JUST LOVE TRACK&FIELD